My inner girl? Oh, you mean goosina!*blushes* {Have you been following my conversations with guido(nita) by any chance?}
lurnok, I think if youve liked it enough to watch it till the fourth season then it might be worth my while, but I can relate to you having friends whove stopped watching it; I have the same problem with my 17 year old sister.lol
Yeah, I understand what you mean about the companionship part, although I wonder if girls like her really exist, or if thats just something I tell myself to ease the pain of not knowing someone like her. I used to do a lot of that you know -- dream of having romantic involvements with these idealized versions of women that Id see on TV -- but now Im a bit more realistic in that department. I think it had a lot to do with my own inadequacies, and my inability to deal with them, which would cause me to project it onto the person who I most wanted to be like. And since most of them were women, Id start fantasizing about them and how much fun it would be if I were to actually know these people, and if our friendship was to be intimate then even better. But ever since Ive started to take control of my life Ive realized that I dont need a Rory or a Natalie to be the person I want to be; I can do that for myself. So now Im more open to meeting someone who doesnt have to necessarily have all those qualities which I cherish, although some would be nice, but someone whos just happy to be my friend, and see where things go from there.
lurnok, I think if youve liked it enough to watch it till the fourth season then it might be worth my while, but I can relate to you having friends whove stopped watching it; I have the same problem with my 17 year old sister.lol
Yeah, I understand what you mean about the companionship part, although I wonder if girls like her really exist, or if thats just something I tell myself to ease the pain of not knowing someone like her. I used to do a lot of that you know -- dream of having romantic involvements with these idealized versions of women that Id see on TV -- but now Im a bit more realistic in that department. I think it had a lot to do with my own inadequacies, and my inability to deal with them, which would cause me to project it onto the person who I most wanted to be like. And since most of them were women, Id start fantasizing about them and how much fun it would be if I were to actually know these people, and if our friendship was to be intimate then even better. But ever since Ive started to take control of my life Ive realized that I dont need a Rory or a Natalie to be the person I want to be; I can do that for myself. So now Im more open to meeting someone who doesnt have to necessarily have all those qualities which I cherish, although some would be nice, but someone whos just happy to be my friend, and see where things go from there.
MAY ALL YOUR UPS AND DOWNS BE UNDER THE SHEETS
